fortunate son

heh... well i am a daughter, and sister, not a sun, but as far as i know CCR did not write a song about fortunate daughter/sister, so in order to make the title kind of cool, fortunate son it is! except the song is about the war, and i just wanted to write "fortunate"

hm..maybe it should just be: i feel fortunate/priviledged

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so recently (even before i came to germany), i've had this feeling that i am just really lucky. and rich too. (not in the monetary sense, well, that too, but that's not what i mean.) it's just i've never really had to worry about anything, having money for food, clothes, even school. not really. it's always been, self-imposed.

hmm, this thought seemed so much larger in my head. the can' contain-all-of-it-and-must-write-down-now-for-fear-of-forgetting-everything. you know? the feeling you get when you have a dream once you wake up in the morning and you have to hurry and have to remember your dream before you do anything else or else you'll forget it? (i have this thing about how you forget your dreams once you use the bathroom.) and goodness knows how big your bladder actually is. well, i'm asian and a women so it probably is a lot bigger than mine.